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How are we feeling about the new year? Positive or negative? I am thinking that it will be interesting to see what happens. How will the new president do once he is in office? I read this very question on most forums I visit.  What will happen in our homes/lives in the new year? Change? Improvements? Will there be more storms coming? Are we ,as a nation ,better prepared to handle them? Will more troups start coming home from Iraq? Are there alot of what if’s? Are we feeling solid or like the floor is about to come out from under us?

I think that we will be just fine. I think that our fearless leader, with the help of all the new folks he has put in their positions, will do just fine. Atleast to begin with. They always do. He will have his fixes and his band-aids just like all the rest have.

And how about the invisible guy upstairs? I agree with George Carlin! 

It is so bizarre to me. This invisible man that can see every thing we do. He has ten rules that we must live by and if we go against just one we will go to this hot burning place way down below where we will burn, and hurt, and know such pain and have such unbelieveable torture FOREVER. But, he loves us!

I just loved Gerge Carlin and his way of of looking at things. Like the hippy dippy weather man, and where things go when you lose them. He was great! I miss him.

 How can intelligent human beings believe that this invisible man is all knowing and all seeing yet lets all the crap go on. How can that be? Karma? Or is it like chess to him?!

Organized religion- or is it organized business. Put in your time in church, go home and do whatever you please! And that church always needs money. This invisible guy is all knowledgeable and all powerful- he just can’t handle money.

And the temples and beautiful churches built. What of them? For this man that travelled by foot everywhere he went. No taxi, oxen, etc. This humble man. It would be like Klim Kadiddlehopper walking in the Sacks Fifth Avenue. Just seems so strange to me. And I feel closer to this invisible man in the mountain or forest than I ever have in one of those fancy churches.

2008-12-30

Yes, two more days until 2009. This started me thinking that I have certain things I want to accomplish before I die. There are things I hope I can complete and enjoy before I pump that last bit of blood through my body. (I hope to just pass in my sleep.) I am going to add a list of these here.

I would like to donate some time to geriatrics. I think old people are cool. I would like to get to know some old people and write the stories of their lives.  

Would like to have enough money to be able to donate to domestic pets, wildlife and cancer research. 

Work in endangered species in some way.

I want to parachute from a plane. With someone with me ofcourse. I don’t think I would have the nerve to do it without.

I want to write a book or group of books, enjoy some fame from it. I hope it will be popular and well liked and enjoyed.

The books that I want to write are about the endangered species or have them as mystical characters in them. Illistrated.

I would like to travel and see Ireland, Scotland, England, Wales,Isle of Mann, Greece, Rome, Paris, Peru, Australia, Egypt, and China. And I would like to visit British Columbia Canada and other parts as well.

There are many places in the US that I would like to see. The Smokey Mountains, Virginia Beach, New Orleans, Arizonas Petrofried Forest, Mackinac Island, Michigan, Montana, Red Woods, San Fransisco, North Dakota Indian Resorvation, and Kentucky, Tennessee, and New England. Salem would be cool.

Have a companion and enjoy a relationship for last part of my life. Something romantic and fulfilling. I would like to think that it will be the best love of my life.

Know a period of time that I would live as if rich. (Not have to worry about money)

Meet Some stars and personalities I have enjoyed in the movies and on television. Such as: Betty White, Whoopie Goldberg, Robin Williams,Ellen Degenerous, John Travolta, and probably some others.

Take some time in a sweat lodge, do some metaphysical therapy and hands on research in the paranormal.

Do some research into my Cherokee heritedge. Get to know some people of that nation.

Hike into a choice wilderness and live in the wild for atleast a week. Not alone though. Perhaps with my companion.

Know the owl(messenger), wolf, buffalo, eagle, and peregrine falcon.

Not die of cancer. ( Mother and father both did)

Well, today I read a article on whether marijuana should be legalized or not. I found it interesting. The link to it is:

http://freakonomics.blogs.nytimes.com/2007/10/30/on-the-legalization-or-not-of-marijuana/

It reads alittle different that the regular stuff on the subject. I do think the laws would be about the same. I think that if people didn’t know about the two (alcohol and marijuana) they wouldn’t miss it. They probably would have found something else. Mesculine perhaps.

Well, maybe not. The hillibillies that manufactured hooch in the Appalachian Mountains for so many years and the gangsters that transported bathtub gin would probably have developed the same product. Ya think? I am pretty sure of it.

So, do we really need marijuana? Do we really need alcohol? No! But for those who handle it on a day-to-day basis it could be missed I suppose. Everyone needs their own way to relax. Their own way to deal with stress and the turmoil of everyday interactions.  But heres the rub: What would life be like with out marijuana or alcohol? Better or worse? Better livers and kidneys and all. Less people doing time for vehicular manslaughter and for selling the funny weed. But then what would Jimmy Stafford  have written about instead of “The Wildwood Weed”? And that horrid song that Merle Haggard wrote:  Oakie from Muskogee? Never could stand it. What would be the focus and subject matter then? These are the two that really stand out in my mind although there are many.

Here is a link with all kinds of tunes written about weed: http://www.druglibrary.org/MedicalMj/marijuana_songs.htm

What would all these people have written about? War? What? It has become such a part of our culture. Common jokes. Look at the popularity of Cheech and Chong? Didn’t they live through about twenty years stoned? I think so.

15 million people use it regularly. Is it ever going to be legalized? I seriously doubt it. Too many people that want to make money and it would all change if it was legalized. The drug runners would be out of a job. It wouldn’t be such a big story anymore. Pharmacuetical companies would have a field day. Aren’t they doing enough already? Yes, it is difficult to think of it ever being legalized. And when  people try to speak out about it aren’t they all pretty stoned? Does that make for a very good defense? Makes them look silly.

Save the roach for me.

I went to see An Inconvenient Truth when it came out. I believed what Al Gore had to say. Who wouldn’t? It is obvious and well graphed and proved. Skeptics got on board and made a media side show out of it. Said that this wasn’t true. How assinine! There are even people that are trying to say that there was no Halacoust too. But, we know that isn’t true. More carbon dioxide and the temp gets warmer. That’s easy. What in the world is the world going to do?

A moral issue? YES. Indeed it is. Congress wasn’t impressed. If you can’t get them in your corner what are you going to do?

You must believe that what we take for granted, what I took for granted when I was a child, won’t be here for my grandchildren to enjoy. What a reality!

Animals are becoming extinct as you read this. The Alps are melting away. The snows of Kilamanjaro is a thing of the past. Scientists say that it is moisture rising from below. This is possibly caused by deforestation.

In the year 2005 Katrina devestated New Orleans. They are still picking up the pieces. And there were warnings that hurricanes are going to get worse.

“This could be the greatest hoax every perpetrated on our constenuants.” Okay so just we’ll just take care of it tomorrow. Wake up people!

How are we going to react when leading scientists give us their warnings? As we watch our toys washing down the street that has become a river will we look back then and wish we had listened?

Thank you Al Gore for bringing this information to the American people. As he says we otta care alot. But do we? Will we?

It is really unfair to live this wonderful life we have lead and enjoy the weather and the areas of the world and now leave this devestation and melting off to our grandchildren. What a grand legacy to leave them!

Did we learn anything this year? Did we learn that being nice and positive pays off in many selfless ways? Did we learn what love really is all about? Did we learn that Christmas is all about ourselves and what WE can get, but rather, what we can give to our fellow man and what a present that is for self? Did we learn that  material goods isn’t near as important as time spent with the family and those we love?

What is more important? How many toys we get or what we give? What happened to the joy of giving? We begrudgingly buy things for people we may spend the rest of the year saying nothing but bad things about. And, probably not even see again until the following year. Why?

Is this time of year something to look forward to? Do you enjoy the season and all it has to offer? The good, warm feeling. The positive air that abounds this time of year. Why can’t we have some of this good feeling all year long? Why does it seem that the faces fall and life goes back to the norm we have made soon after the new year celebrations.

Yes, people are only human. Yes, we all have our experiences that we work off of. And, yes, we all have our responsibilities and reasons for hurrying along our way. But, what if we all took a little added care in the way we delt with fellow humans. What if we took an extra moment out of our day to be cival to the postman, the neighbor, the UPS guy, etc. I am sure that some of do. To those people I take my hat off to and aplaude you. But, what of the others that just don’t take the time and feel no reason to be nice or corgal. What of them? Scrooges that go home to cold and dark houses at night? Or do they come home to families and treat them the same way?

I firmly believe that if we try to be more positive in our little corner of the world that we all can be happier people. Teach our children well in the way of loving your neighbor and being true friends. Take an extra minute with the people that help us everyday. The mailman, the UPS carrier, the waitress and who knows how many others. Take a minute and feel the warmth and goodness that can come from this. Happy New Year!!!!

Just afew more days and we will be in 2009. I guess it is a red flag that I am getting older when I think the past year has hurried by. I am not really setting any New Year’s resolutions this time. Just setting goals and trying to stay on track. I have pounds to lose and things to research. I still am trying to get over that KM Ultra research I did. It is sort of like a death and the grieving process. You never really get over something like that. Man’s inhumanity to man is not something we should ignore or forget. It is something we need to speak out about and discuss at length. It needs to remain in the recesses of our minds and be dealt with as we can. Knowledge is power. The more we know and the more we are aware of the better off we are. The less paranoia and cynicism we can feel. It is like knowing who the enemy is and looking them square in the face.

I feel satisfied that I go forward into the new year with a new level of knowledge. Perhaps not the best of knowledge but something that will grate at the back of any other enterprises I embark on and perhaps I will pull this out again and look at it and research deeper. Who knows what else I will find. Who knows what other surprising and interesting things I can find on this cyber space highway. I never cease to feel the anormity of the opportunities that are out there and at our fingertips. It intrigues me and pushes me forward.

I want to thank all my fellow members and friends I have made on this site and so many others. Thank them for linking me to new sites and different and interesting subjects and projects to research and explore. Thank them for the ever important clicks and views that keep me reaching my goals and hurling me every forward into new mysteries and dark avenues of the worlds underbelly. I am always interested in the darker side and what makes people do what they do behind closed doors. And, what makes people strive to be good and bettering themselves as well.

I hope that who ever reads this checks back from time to time to see what I have come across and what I am writing about in months to come.

I love the old vintage movies. I just watched “The Bishop’s Wife” with Cary Grant, Loretta Young and David Kniven. David playing the bishop and Loretta his sweet wife. Cary is an angel and does it to a tee. I think my favorite scene is when David goes to the rich woman’s house to talk to her again about the new church. He gets stuck in a chair that has been recently varnished and all kinds of silliness insues. Such a charming movie. I give it 5 stars.

And, of course, last night I watched White Christmas again for about the sixth time. Danny Kaye and Bing Crosby dressed as women and singing their girlfriends song so they can get away from the police. Vermont in Winter and the songs and the ballerinas and the touching tribute to the general. It is a real classic.

I love the charm and innocence of life in these old films. Life was slow and well done back then. Charm, class and good feeling abounding. Now it is fast, furious and a hodge-podge of technology and meterialistic jive. One upmanship is in full drive. People giving eachother strange looks instead of a kind word or even a smile.

When I was a child we went carolling and make ornaments for the tree. About the only time you see home made is if the kids bring it home from school and only then when they in Kindergarten and grade school. Do we even have art classes and shop anymore?

People in the old movies have respect for their neighbors and the men walk on the outside by the street. There were actually gentleman then. They seem to be an endangered species now days. Things are very different now. We all enjoy the new technical wizardry. We all have to have our ’stuff’. Life is much different now. But, I think it is nice to catch an old movie occasionally and look in on what life used to be like in the good ole days.

I was expanding out from my further research on Noreen Grosch’s website(www.johnnygrosch.com) and found excerpts from a talk show about the obduction of her son and the lack of help from the police force and closed mouthedness of the FBI and CIA. Then I found information about mind control and a German ideology called weltnshunkrieg (or world war warfare or mind control) and I thought that this is astounding if true.

It has been proven through CIA documents obtained through the Freedom of Information Act that the MK Ultra Project existed and that the things people are testifying to is true. That after the second world war nazi scientists were brought to America in a project called Operation Paperclip that President Truman sanctioned to continue experients on mind control. This was our favorite Nazi, Hitler’s, idea to take over the world and inpress their view on those countries that they then occuied.

Cathy O’Brien, in a 1995 victim testimony, testified to the Presidents Advisory Board that she had been tortured by Dr. L. Wilson Green in a project called MK Ultra. Experiments were done on her from 1957-84. Such things as shock therapy, rape and water torture to name afew.

She now speaks out about the mind control victimization she experienced and how it controlled her.(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1snn3Ua1gc) She and her husband, Mark Phillips, ex CIA, have written several books on the facts they have researched and that Cathy lived through. The first book they colaborated on was Trance Formation of America in 1995.

This is astounding information. This is nightmare stuff. It goes on to explain how young children, we are talking about 3-6 years of age, are taken by these people and systematically raped and tortured to become assassins for the CIA. This was done here in the US in the mid 50’s to mid 80’s, but, in Canada these things started in the 30’s. A woman named Lynne Moss Sharman speaks out on YouTube(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjlPJxfmmAU) about electricity, inplants, sensory deprevation,  and drugs. How brain function changes in extreme conditions. That there were dislocations of the limbs. It was the easiest and cheapest way to reinforce the fact that the victim is helpless.
Given LSD and she has a dissociative personality that is called Monster Girl. She was so sensitized by the drugs that material felt like cement and her skin was so rough she felt like a monster. Long wires were put in her nostril after her left eye was taken out. She recalled over hearing someone in the room at that time saying: “ No one will ever think of looking behind the eye.” Electroshock made it hard for her to speak for a long time and so she felt unable to speak about her experiences for a long time. (http://www.freedommag.org/english/canada/vol004i1/page10.htm)

And this research all started with a woman writing an article about the money Caylee Anthony’s family was getting for the story of their murdered child. WOW!

Okay so I go to boot up my computer again, because I just work it too hard, and I find an article staring at me with the faces of three murdered children whose cases recently converged with new developements. Then I went on to look at the other cases from 2008. One of a young boy named John Gosch who was obducted in 1981 and who is said to have been forced into a sex slave thing. I must say that I was blown away when I read on to find that the mother of this boy says she was visited by her son briefly and he told her that he was afraid for his life.  She also found some pictures on her front porch at one point that showed her son tied up and gaged. The pictures were verified as being her son.

The mother says she tried to get help from the police but they werent’ much help and so she is pretty much on her own. I went on to do a search and found several links. One is pretty bizarre called:  You Need to Know Why I Still Need Help in Solving a Murder by a man named Dave Shurter. The link is: http://www.ireport.com/docs/DOC-34624

Several more links on I am wondering what the heck in going on. People on message boards say that there is no satanic sex slave ring at all. I hope they are right but this doesn’t explain much. On one it is saying that a man that goes by the name of Jeff Cannon is actually John Gosch and is a gay sex pervert now. And on another it talked about a funeral home that was used to torture and kill children.

Where does it stop? It isn’t just kids being obducted, raped and murdered anymore. there are pictures on the mothers sight (www.johnnygosch.com) that I recall from the old Unsolved Mysteries days. A young man with long blonde hair who was said to have followed Johnny down the street, shot him with a stun gun and when he fell to the ground picked him up and threw him in a car.  His name is Tony and is wanted in atleast four other cases. I will also note here that the mother says there were several witnesses to this obduction who saw the men and the car.

Is this weird or what? And this is just the tip of the iceberg.

Caylee Anthony. What about that poor little three year old child? What must she have gone through the last few days and hours of her life? She must have been terrified. What could have happened to her? AND, the big question for me ,and others I have spoken to, is where is her father? What happened to him?

I received an email from a fellow writer on a site that utilize. I didn’t take it well. She seemed up in arms regarding money that the Anthony family is getting for their story. I felt that people should be more respectful to the family and let them do as they please. I really did. I think it very sad that all of this comes to light during the holdiay season. During a time when people need to be uplifted. I felt that it was not these peoples place to go on about the money when the girls story or the background wasn’t even put forth- just the money! That was my instant take on it.

This story has been in the news for many months. It is just so sad that things had to  come to the surface at this time of year. We need good news.  Why does the news have to be so negative and horrific to sell? Gotta make that almighty dollar. I am hoping we hear something good in the new year. It’s a wonderful life! Let’s not dwell on the bad. Let’s enjoy The Nutcracker and all the very christmasy things we can. We need to make the most out of the next few months. We are having a white Christmas in my state. It is icy cold and in the teens. Now isn’t that Yule tidey?

Lets wish our fellow man a good and happy season. A touching Christmas Eve spent getting those last packages wrapped and put under the tree.  A nice and warm family get together Christmas day. A relaxing nap afterwards. And a very Happy New Year. Let’s do that!