celticeagle

Cross roads. We all have them. When we must make a major decision in our lives.  We may have cried jars and jars of tears and have come to the realization that we have to make a grave decision and go forward with whatever the outcome is. It isn’t easy. It can be some of the most heart rinching decisions we ever have to make. It means family members or friends may not be happy with the outcome but it has to be. Sometimes we have to go forward for ourselves and leave others behind. Or even kick them to the curb. We have to be number one and do what is best for our health. To feel a peace come over us that helps us center ourselves again. With time we can move forward and feel whole again. Time is no longer the enemy but a dear friend. Sunsets become pretty again instead of just something that marks another day. The change comes slowly. We have to have quiet and be given time to think and evaluate. To work through the horrors and fears that erode any semblance of normalcy in our lives. But then by degrees we are able to calm ourselves and come out of the shell that goes up to protect us.  

It marks us. It makes it harder to let things in. Harder to find happiness and feel easy in a situation again. Makes us wary. It causes scars and pain. It hurts us clear down to the core. Black and white becomes gray and we don’t care. Body aches, heart is sick. Life is only what we make it becomes a joke. We have to find strength to crawl out and away. Find the experience to see it coming and jump to rid ourselves of the bad feeling. We have to become human again and soften the outer stone that makes the way so hard.

Then make the decision and move toward the crossroads. We stand there tall and strong with our decision all brand new. We have to erase the ugliness and the negativity and move toward the golden light.

Life is good. Some of us are just more sensitive and we have to strengthen ourselves. We have to decide on our new pathway and then stick to it. Life is a number of such crossroads. Will dilegence we find the decision that makes the most sense. Wrong or right in other people’s eyes it has to what is right for us.